机会, Chances.

机会，是自己找，自己给的。
对别人请求给个机会不是不可以。
只是要有个实际的表现，来证明自己做的到，
别人才会认同。

Chances are given by oneself.
It's not wrong to ask others for chances.
But action must be made to prove oneself that he/she can do it.
Others will then be convinced.

After falling so hard and got myself hurt. I then realise that i was a person who speaks louder then action. Not that i don't do it. It's that i didn't prove myself well enough, as i only take my own sweet time doing things my own way.

For the past few weeks, i've been doing some soul searching.

At least for now, I'm glad that i've got to learn and understand more about myself, about my mistakes that causes unhappiness in others, and also the pain i inflicted on my loved ones.