Sunday, August 26, 2007

TOTALLY SHATTERED!!!

I'VE HAD ENOUGH...

MY HEART HAD BEEN SHATTERED COMPLETELY.

BEEN BREAKING DOWN AND BROKEN DOWN INTO PIECES WHICH WILL TAKE ME LIKE DON'T KNOW HOW LONG TO RECOVER.

WHY IS IT SO FUCKED UP, I CAN'T BELIEVE WHY I KEPT DOING THIS TO MYSELF.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME?

I'M GOING INSANE IF I KEPT THINKING ABOUT IT.

WHY AM I STILL SO STUBBORN.

WHAT AM I? A NO USE BLOODY HELL? A FREAKING LOUSY PERSON?

I REALLY NEVER KNOW HOW HARD IT COULD BE TO LET GO OF THE PAST. NEVER...

WHY AM I SO CONCERNED STILL? I COULD JUST LEAD MY OWN LIFE. OTHERS GOT THEIR FREEDOM. WHY MUST I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT IT.

BEEN ALWAYS ASKING MYSELF EVERYDAY ON WHAT I REALLY WANTED AND AM I REALLY HAPPY? IS SHE DOING FINE? IS SHE OK? IS SHE HAPPY? WILL SHE BE BULLIED? DOES SHE THINKS OF ME?

FOR FUCK I BOTHER SO MUCH?

I'M COMPLETELY BROKEN DOWN.

IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR FROM ME?

HAPPY NOW?

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