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hi hi... lol.. long long no write le... kekee~! past few wks was at tekong.. then no time to write... then last wk wanna write.. but the loading was like hell.. and i need to rush.. so i dash off to do my things... hahaa...

man.. this wk really fun... Friday Night.. i treat my family to Movie... we watch *The New Police Story* man its kinda not bad.. but theres something missing.. hahaa.. i dun realli know how to describe it.. but perhaps if u watch that show already.. u may think the same way too..

hmm.. Saturday was a boring day.. kekee~! was really surprise.. when one of my online fren msg me.. and treated me to come back to the game.. he's so nice.. haha.. a fren i wun forget.. duno how to pay him back thou.. thx dude.. bless u success in ur carrer and everything.. ^^ hmm.. Today Sunday... i was surpose to Join Alphonse and Hydeto to Sentosa for some gathering... damn.. i woke up feeling feverish and not feeling well.. knee cap feeling burning.. (stupid campmate of mine push me towards the Drain) *forget about it.. thats last wk* man.. felt so bad when i promised to join them.. but i canceled... Alphonse came back home.. MSN me scold me say i put Aeroplane man.. hai~! "sorry is all i can say.. hai~!"

anyway.. bless everyone in the world.. stay happy always.. take care.. and WORLD PEACE... especially taiwan and china...

Not a bad day after all!!!

heya again... its another book out day eh.. lol tats for those NSMan... well.. i booked out on friday night.. damn.. late.. coz those Rec.s waste time.. we should book out on 6pm. in the end its 1030pm. -.-"

last wk confine.. due to training program.. damn.. coz of live firing... well.. now i'm out.. damn happening.. "COZ I'M SICK AGAIN.." -.-

hmm.. Saturday.. kekee~! i when out with my Old classmate.. gosh.. i was late.. coz i when to see Doctor.. She's damn pissed off with me.. nvm.. coz i know its my fault.. and i admit it was my fault to let her wait.. she'll understand? hmm... we when eating at "J8 Tapanyaki" then when to Coffee Bean to drink coffee.. and chatting old days.. hahaa.. then we when to NTUC down at the basement.. to buy my wkdays needs.. and THEN HOR... i bought "Fried Chicken Chop" (a taiwan famous snack.. originated in Tai Chung) kekee~! my mummy's hometown. coz i wanted to let my family try (SG version) long ago.. finally jus nice i was there in the afternoon.. well.. i ask my fren to try too.. and she bought it for her family too.. she says its nice too.. lol well. if ya saw this.. Really i suggest perhaps you can go try it..

back home.. i "REFORMATED" my com again.. damn those viruses.. i damn lazy to install norton antivirus.. stupid sibilings duno how to take care of computer.. always me who fix the problem.. hahaa.. i fixed almost 4 hrs.. installing drivers and all..

oh.. its "Andrew's Birthday" my another Sec school pal.. tats yesterday.. the 4th of Sept.. and we when out with his frens to catch "ANACONDAs the hunt for the blood orchid"

its not a bad show thou.. but damn.. it lack of MORE EXCITEMENT.. jus that its not enough.. hmm.. most memorable was the monkey inside.. hahaa.. damn cute.. BUT after all.. i still think.. THE COUPLE jus now that came into wrong theater was damn funny.. telling us their Seats was "10 and 11" but theirs was in "theater 2" not "theater 1" lol.. they was like.. "oh S*** this is damn (paiseh) ask us not to tell anyone" Hahaa... i can never forget that.. its super funny hehee~!

oh well.. now at home.. and this is wat i'm doing.. well i gonna slp early coz i will be hiking at Bt Hill again later on.. with my bros.. John and Jr (Junrong) kekee~! nitEz..

Quote: Winner always admit its mistake and avoid making the same mistake again.
Losers always run away from mistake and did not bother to change for the better.

May all be happy and smiling.. not for me.. not for family or friends or their love ones.. but for themselves..

^_^

damn boring day...

damn... what a boring day.. anyway ytd still kinda ok when out with john.. eatting at the opposite of "OG OCHARD POINT" beside Somersat mrt.. the food there not bad.. kekee~! well.. sunday wasted.. no fren free to watch movie with me only brother john free.. but we save the $$ well.. we will watch the movies nxt time...

worst thing i know is.. nxt wk whole day canot book out.. coz.. training program on wk ends too.. hai~ anyway its a good thing to save $$

take care all.. wish u all happy always and smile.. ^^ but i kinda groomy.. kekee~! -.-"

oh happy day.. lol..

well.. so tired today... damn.. guess i was sick...

anyway.. i was happy.. ytd FRIDAY the 13... was my mummy's bday.. hehee.. i took half day off and surprise my mummy.. and bring whole family to eat steamboat at parkway parade.. WOooo... its a half half soup.. i love tomyam beri muchie.. keke~! well.. me and my papa share to pay half for the dinner.. it cost 93bucks++ but i gave my papa 50 bucks.. kekee~! its ok man.. coz its mama bday.. then treat them eat ice cream.. hehehee.. i not so rich wor.. but then what to expect.. coz my sister, bro and boiboi wans it.. lol...

oh ya.. whos there ??? there's (my papa, mama, jie jie, di di, nephew aka "boi boi", maid and my AH YEEE...) she's my mama's best fren.. onli my mama and aunti dun wan eat icecream.. then after that.. my aunti bring my mummy go ktv.. at KBox.. then i need to rush home so as to book in camp at 2300hrs.. hahahaa..

then hor.. today afternoon book out.. damn man.. so tired.. now talkin about it.. also feel beri tired.. hohoho... oh oh..almost forgot.. today wanting to meet up with junrong and john for movie de.. junrong last min got call back to camp for morb.. then too bad.. john and i haf to go lor. john was attending his fren's church concert thingy?? i guess.. then in the end no go for movie.. but we when to chomp chomp and get chomping... hahahaa~! we ate 2 different "Hokkian Mee".. knowing his food que so long.. i go get another stall of same jus wanting to test out which is nicer.. his "RED plate" one is nice at first munch.. and got deep aroma inside the mouth.. not too bad.. mine is "Styrofoam plate" the first eat was not too nice.. but mixing with the chilli its superb man.. sour and tasty.. and after ate le.. taste still inside mouth.. soo.. overall.. if the 2 were mixed.. they shld be nicer... haahaaa..~! yam yam.. the taste still inside my mouth..

oh gosh.. damn headache.. not feeling too well now...... hopefully i'm gonna be ok.. and i wish everyone in this world.. well enjoy everything and always stay happy.. and healthy.. take care... and.. nite nite..

a lonely world

days pass.. sat was a boring day..

well.. i'd promise my fren to go marina bay meet them.. so i did.. i left home around 9.45pm.. meet my fren duno what time and we when to a pub.. (damn i hate smokey place) till 11.35 pm and then i took North-East line back home.. sat was a very tiring day.. hai~! walking alone at my home pasamalam area.. which onli a few shops are open. thinking that i wanted to eat "Mua chee" i took out my wallet found that i'd left $4.50 which i planned to buy "First" movie magazine.. so i head over the road to 7-11 and found nothing... -.-" so i walk towards another shop which sell "Mua chee" and bought a pack home.. (pathetic thou..) walking alone reaching home.. feeling lonely.. but no body will understand how it feels.. "as for my life is different frm others" anyway.. been yrs unattach.. really kinda will tired of this.. hope theres some one who cares.. nvm.. cut the night crap and skip to SUNDAY.

well.. Sunday woke up earli in the morning. damn its 7am hahaa.. i've slpt at 4.35am.. if u'd ask me why? i'll tell u.. i've no idea.. perhaps too tired and that these alot things came into my mind which i do not know what to say or do.

Continue..

as i woke up so earli was to go out with my bros.. John and Junrong.. Junrong came to fetch me.. and we when hiking in bukit timah hill again.. but this time round. we ran up the slop.. in stead of climbing the "STAIRS" of the forest.. hahaaa.. and then we came down by the "STAIRS" of the forest.. tiring but fun.. well.. after that .. we when for a fishball noodle. eww.. the new stall we tried.. QUE was so long.. but if for me to rate its taste.. its 3/10 man..

after that.. junrong send me home.. and i've took a nap.. but over slpt.. -.- plan to meet fren at 1pm i woke at 1.30pm anyway i've predicted that i'll be late. so at least i've inform my fren tat i'll be late. after changing and prepare.. i've took a cab. -.- and reach there by 2pm. clothings was.. "anything with red and white.." so i wore a long sleve red shirt and a white long pants..

i'd played a little badminton thou.. kinda fun thou i've not had much sweat. i do not know why do i love sweating out in sports.. perhaps i'm a sportsman type.. hahahaa. hm.. after the game.. i when to my fren's house.. its a condo. name "Gardens" at bishan there.. its directly opposite of "BISHAN PARK SEC SCHOOL" well.. i slpt on the sofa.. as the family members were around. so i must show some manners. hahaa.. too tired.. slp at around 3++ till 6pm and when out at 7pm to Marina bay. upon reaching there.. my fren and i were searching for my fren's CELL GROUP. as i know them too.. i go there greet them and then when to the open field alone watching FIRE WORKS..

fire works was really nice.. but i watch it alone... really feel lonely... many people where around.. but still feeling lonely... fire works starts.. (my first time ever watching a live fireworks i guess) but its definately a 1st time of watching it ALONE ALL ALONE.. laughter was nice.. "wow" been heard.. claps around.. the urge of seeing fire works was realli big as in i hope theres someone for me to hug and watch together.. (no one will really understand how it feels) i do not know how many lonesome people are like me watching it all alone.. but i guess what i saw there was. either the least was couples.. or GROUPS or family..

fireworks ends.. still fall into great emotion.. but what can i say? oh nvm.. who cares.. i'd walk alone after bidin a farewell to my fren and the cell grp people and left walking to the MRT. coz i need to meet Junrong at "CENTRO" to see our fren whos doing her "GRADUATION" ceremony of her studies of Hair Styling and designin and cutting and dying and what so ever.. what "TONY and BLAH.. i duno" after that.. i saw a few old frens.. chit chat a little and when eatting with junrong and her girlfriend at his house "joo seng" there.. the "BLOCK 1" Fishball noodle junrong says not bad.. so i'd when to try it out.. eventually its realli not bad.. but its a little too salty for me.. so i could onli rate it 6/10.

after eating.. bought a few "CHAR SHAO PAO" a type of Bun.. back home for my sister and mummy.. took a midnite cab home.. all alone suddenly feeling very lonely.. (always feels so when AROUND my house area at NIGHT) hai~! after bath.. i when to watch "THE THRUMAN SHOW" well 1st time watching it. but its last half of it.. its very touching and sad.. damn my emotions are getting me recently..

now this is where i am.. typing all my days spend.. i've no one to talk to.. but here to blog.. or to people that i might let him/her to read.

hai~!.. i realli tired of living.. seriously.. but not till an extend of dying.. thats too stupid if i'd think of that.. luckly i was'nt thinking of it.. hahahaa~! anyway.. what i meant of living.. was.. "being too lonely at most time" even in my camp.. i'm totally alone too.. not really when office hours.. but lonely when meal times.. eating alone. or not if night time.. i'm totally slping alone in my BUNK of 7 EMPTY beds.. life wasn't meant to be like that.. living as human.. 1 thing we all need was.. "LOVE" its true.. that we'll smile, cry, fight, etc.. for "LOVE" but then.. its "LOVE" that keeps us here.. and brighten up our day..

sorry to haf stop here.. anyway.. i know no one will be reading thou... so why for continue so much.. all i know was.. theres only 1 person reading.. coz i onli gave u my this blog site.. and to u only for now.. a nick for her that knows this was. "Snow Swift" well.. hope ya haf a really good day.. hope ya boyfren treats u well oh.. and stay happy always..

as for me.. i hope theres someone special.. that i'll love her and she'll love me too.. i dun wanna jus coz of anyone who loves me.. and i'll give her a chance even thou i know i'm not loving her yet.. what i wan was a "pure" even thou its childish to say.. "pure cute love" what to do.. lol.. i've yet got much relationships.. hai~! getting more tired.. i wanna slp..

nites to u.. and to all... wish everyone will have a fun and nice wk end.. and oh.. almost forgot.. happy national day.. happy national day to u too... "me, myself and i..." Derrick...

Out.. just to eat.. -.-

well.. i was told to go home eat.. coz there will be nothing left in the camp for me to eat... hai~! anyway so sad.. i have to book back in.. coz i'm a HQ Personal.. not a Recruit.. that they will be coming back on thursday only.. -.-..

anyway.. i've tried to ask my bro out eat with me.. but he's kinda bz and tired.. so let it be.. ^^ by the way.. i've accidently wake a fren up.. poor thing is that my that fren was sick for few days.. hope this fren will recover asap..

i wish.. all best health to my frens.. to whom ever is sick to recover asap.. and to frens fren.. and go on and so on..

wish all people will enjoy their day and life.. hope they'll live happily as day goes by.. take care all.. ^^ time to book in..

Tiring Day...

well well..

morning slp at 5am.. then wake at 7.10am.. hahaa.. i over slp.. shld be 6am wake.. but friend called me.. hehee~! oh.. anyway i've been to bukit timah hill hiking.. me and my 2 bros.. john and junrong.. kekee~! damn man.. realli high slops... up and down up and down.. mad sia.. haha~! tiring but fun.. breathing the cooling air.. freshing air too..

o.O... i'm gonna late already.. gotta rush... ^^ hehee~!.. to be continued...

wishing all people around the world peacefully and happy...

What a day..

well.. what a day man.. it shld be a bz and funfill day.. hai~! but din expected.. that i'm stuck at home.. dunno where to go.. dunno who to call.. well.. i've tried some callings.. but to no avail..

hmm... anyway i'll be goin for a Hiking soon at Bukit timah hill.. (duno if i spelled correct or not.. lol) well.. lets pray and hope for world peace.. recently i've read news paper.. loads of things coming up.. if u ask me.. i'll refer u to the news and newspaper to look forward to...

wish the special person of everyone's heart will always be forever happy and carefree with lots of love... and for my case.. i hope her boyfriend will treat her sweet and caring.. CAREFREE too.. ^_^ all the best.. and take care..

Its a smooth Friday... hmm.. Sorta..

oh my oh my... its my book out day on friday... tats yesterday... look at me now.. -.- what time is it.. it's surpose to be slping time.. well.. i cant be able to slp.. been bzing.. hehee..~!

well.. its kinda bad day today thou.. i when home.. reboot com.. and the com crashes.. OMG.. its unbelieveable.. -.-" was buzing saving it frm since 5+pm till 8+pm inbetween of coz resting and watching TV and bring my nephew out walk walk.. kekee~! oh.. i bought him biscuit with those got strawberry and chocolate cream to mix one.. (gosh.. i forgot the brand) hahaa~!

well.. what've i gota say... bz day huh? lol.. then i ask my old pal.. banlong.. wanna go out eat? eventually i treated him a steak.. in exchange he treat me drink.. hahaa~! he my old fren.. of coz i treat him la.. kekee~! after that.. i've cooled down and settle my computer, coz i was so fedup in the evening.. need to rush meet him ma. (reasonbeing.. must be puncture as i told him meet at 8pm... ) finally i get to go online till now.. after since... (11pm reach home)

oops... jus fall aslp.. >.< guess i'm too tired..

well.. this time gotta be fast.. lol..

hmm... after fixed e computer.. i downloaded most songs.. frm lin jun jie.. lol.. but his vocal is not bad..

thou.. its a non eventful day.. but then again.. i hope that the special someone will be happy always.. no matter what.. even if she has a boyfriend.. i'll still wish they could be together as long as they can be.. hehee~!... anyway.. i'm stuck.. -.- guess i'll be slping now.. sry ya... i will come back frm when i've time to cmplete..

niteZzz all.. all the best.. and bes wish...

tired day... =/

I'LL BE BACK... lol..

here goes my Sunday...

well.. another day past.. sunday was surpose to be a nice day.. relaxing day.. hmm.. i guess kinda.. coz i watching a movie VCD "please teach me english" its nice thou.. till an extend.. i duno if i realli enjoy or not.. but the stupid player sux.. kinda got some probs with the stupid player.. hahaa~!.. okie.. i'm rushing.. cant be typing much..

but again.. i'm missing the "special someone"

dear god.. pls i pray for her to be happy.. and enjoy her day everyday.. and best of health and wealth for her.. wish to see her smile.. (hai! i'm goin camp.. cant see her) prayer goes to my family too.. amen..

okie.. i'm rushing... take care all..

almost forgot...

oh.. heheee~! almost forgot.. today which is for me as Saturday.. i've when out to watch a movie with my bro. "john" a very nice fren and brother of mine... we watch "Brotherhood" together.. that show starts at 6.45pm.. keke~! but i've waited for him and he reached at 7pm.. at duno where la.. lolx.. coz hor.. its my fault to have change venue frm cinileasure to this.. "duno what name" shopping mall.. hahaaa~!

mean while.. i've accompany mummy today afternoon around 4pm++ to that shopping mall.. to pass things to her working stall..

while waiting for my bro to come.. we walk walk around the mall.. i bring my mummy to mani different shops.. keke~!.. but b4 the walk starts.. i treated my mummy an ICE CREAM.. the brand she love most.. arGhh.. kinda forgot the stall name something "bubble".. but its ice cream are made of "small balls shape" kekee~! and hor we got go.. VCD shop.. and i've purchse a korean movie.. "please teach me english" hahaa... its a show i wanted to watch.. but no one was free to accompany me.. hai~!

hmm.. i've bought a magazine.. of "Comics Magazine" named in chinese "MAN HUA KAN" lolx..

well.. jump to the Movie.. that show was realli a nice one.. i realli like it alot.. its really sad somehow... but i do not know how to discribe t out.. "gonna catch it" if u wanna know more.. hehee~!

alright.. after the movie.. me and my bro when for a supper.. and talk some personal stress.. to help one another solve and chill one another out.. and then.. when home early... hai~! sooo.... Boring... -.- well.. not that i dun wanna go out.. but i've tried to ask some frens out thou.. all kinda bz.. its ok then.. Sat.. still not concider a burn... as in.. "wasted" so.. its a memorable movie day perhaps.. hopefully Sunday will be a good day for me.. >.< okie.. its nite nite time.. i'm realli beri beri tired.. been trying to stay up at night think about the whole day been doing about what.. and conclusion for the End of the day...

Conclusion... Stay happy always.. be Optimistic day and again.. and after a slp.. will be a new day.. pls enjoy it... (applies to ALL who read this.. lol...)

today.. is a kinda smooth day.. as follows...

hmm.. i basically duno wat to do with this little diary of mine.. lol... anyway... sincerely speaking.. today i jus started his blog due to 1 person.. kekeke~! this person is some how or rather made an impact in my life.. which i will not futher continue or talk about it.. anyway... today was a realli boring day... hmm.. what can i say? well.. its my bookout day.. kekee~! anyway i know that this blog will be me alone to read and type to myself..

hai~! its been wks.. i've still been missing someone.. not too sure what i realli wan.. but all i wan is that person to keep smiling.. and be happy.. as long as that person is cheerful and happy... i'm delighted.. i'm not sure if thats call love.. but all i know is that.. i wanna secretly admire this special someone..

oh hai~! again.. today was a very tired day.. coz wk days so bz... and today a bookout day la.. lolx..

anyway... its been yet another lonely wk.. (last wk was not a bad one.. i manage to make someone smile a little.. thou.. i can feel that someone is feeling troubled or stress)

well.. its been yrs.. being unattach.. of coz its ok for me.. coz i can live alone... hahaha.... but then again.. realli its been very long.. i jus dunno why i jus wish that.. i'll be love and cared by someone.. a special girl who can "love me, care and concern about me, hug me tight (coz i love huggings) and also being an understanding mature girl" hmm.. playfull its ok.. but till an extend where she'll know her limits.. hehee~!

i do really really need a partner.. that i could hug and realli hug her tight n of coz comfortably and tell that special someone that.. i realli love her.. go out together.. hand in hand.. care for me.. and i'll care for her.. *that'll be realli sweet* thou i know sweet will not last long.. (it also depends) but i jus wish that the special girl will feel enjoy being with me..  >.< and i also wish i can make her realli realli happie... (but i'm not a rich person)

well.. i'll still continue pray for that special person every night.. for her best of health and wealth.. not only that.. i'll pray that she'll have an enjoyable day ahead.. and keep smiling and being happy...