today.. is a kinda smooth day.. as follows...

hmm.. i basically duno wat to do with this little diary of mine.. lol... anyway... sincerely speaking.. today i jus started his blog due to 1 person.. kekeke~! this person is some how or rather made an impact in my life.. which i will not futher continue or talk about it.. anyway... today was a realli boring day... hmm.. what can i say? well.. its my bookout day.. kekee~! anyway i know that this blog will be me alone to read and type to myself..

hai~! its been wks.. i've still been missing someone.. not too sure what i realli wan.. but all i wan is that person to keep smiling.. and be happy.. as long as that person is cheerful and happy... i'm delighted.. i'm not sure if thats call love.. but all i know is that.. i wanna secretly admire this special someone..

oh hai~! again.. today was a very tired day.. coz wk days so bz... and today a bookout day la.. lolx..

anyway... its been yet another lonely wk.. (last wk was not a bad one.. i manage to make someone smile a little.. thou.. i can feel that someone is feeling troubled or stress)

well.. its been yrs.. being unattach.. of coz its ok for me.. coz i can live alone... hahaha.... but then again.. realli its been very long.. i jus dunno why i jus wish that.. i'll be love and cared by someone.. a special girl who can "love me, care and concern about me, hug me tight (coz i love huggings) and also being an understanding mature girl" hmm.. playfull its ok.. but till an extend where she'll know her limits.. hehee~!

i do really really need a partner.. that i could hug and realli hug her tight n of coz comfortably and tell that special someone that.. i realli love her.. go out together.. hand in hand.. care for me.. and i'll care for her.. *that'll be realli sweet* thou i know sweet will not last long.. (it also depends) but i jus wish that the special girl will feel enjoy being with me..  >.< and i also wish i can make her realli realli happie... (but i'm not a rich person)

well.. i'll still continue pray for that special person every night.. for her best of health and wealth.. not only that.. i'll pray that she'll have an enjoyable day ahead.. and keep smiling and being happy...