林俊傑 - 我還想她
Lyrics
泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我不爱我不痛我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
别告诉她我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
Happy First Bday to...
Happy 1st Birthday to my Driving License... Haha~! was sooooo Busy with my review that i didn't have time to wish my License a happy 1st birthday. To be exact it is 1year and 6days old. Haha~! 22nd Nov 2007 till now.
Why wish 1st bday leh? i know it sounds so stupid. But well... At least now when i drive, i do not need to put the "P" Plate. Anymore... ^^
Why wish 1st bday leh? i know it sounds so stupid. But well... At least now when i drive, i do not need to put the "P" Plate. Anymore... ^^
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Reflections of a Skyline
Something really beautiful to share... It is like speaking of everyone's love story. Well, at least it is for me.
Hope you'll enjoy.
"And I want to play hide and seek, give you my clothes, tell you I love your shoes, sit on the steps when you take a bath, and massage your neck. And kiss your face, hold your hand, and go for a walk. Not mind when you eat my food, and meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day. Talk about your day and laugh at your, your paranoia. I give you tapes you don't even listen to, watch great films, watch terrible films. And tell you about the TV-program I saw the night before, and not laugh at your jokes. I want you in the morning, but let you sleep in for a while. Tell you how much I love your eyes, your lips, your neck, your tits, your arse. Sit on the steps, smoking, 'till your neighbours come home. Sit on the steps smoking 'till you come home. And worry when you're late, and be amazed when you're early. I'd give you sunflowers and go to your party and dance. Be sorry when I'm wrong and happy when you forgive me. Look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever. Hearing your voice in my ear, feel your skin on my skin, and get scared when you're angry. I tell you you're gorgeous, and hug you when you're anxious, and hold you when you're hurt, want you when I smell you, offend you when I touch you and whimper when I'm next to you. Whimper when I'm not. Dribble on your breast. Smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don't. Melt when you smile, dissolve when you laugh. But not understand how you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you, and wonder how you could ever think I'm rejecting you. And wonder who you are, but I accept you anyway. And tell you about the tree angel, the enchanted forest boy who flew across the whole ocean because he loved you. I'd buy you presents you don't want and take them away again. And ask you to marry me, and you say no again but I keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it but I always have from the first time I asked you. I wander the city thinking. It's empty without you but I want what you want and think. I'm losing myself. But... But. But. I'll tell you the worst of me and try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less. Answer your questions when I'd rather not, and tell you the truth when I really don't want to, and try to be honest because I know you prefer it. And think it's all over, but hang on for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life. Forget who I am and let me try and get closer to you. And somehow, somehow, somehow communicate some of the overwhelming, undying, overpowering, unconditional, all-encompassing, heart-enriching, mind-expanding, ongoing, never-ending love... I have for you."
Hope you'll enjoy.
"And I want to play hide and seek, give you my clothes, tell you I love your shoes, sit on the steps when you take a bath, and massage your neck. And kiss your face, hold your hand, and go for a walk. Not mind when you eat my food, and meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day. Talk about your day and laugh at your, your paranoia. I give you tapes you don't even listen to, watch great films, watch terrible films. And tell you about the TV-program I saw the night before, and not laugh at your jokes. I want you in the morning, but let you sleep in for a while. Tell you how much I love your eyes, your lips, your neck, your tits, your arse. Sit on the steps, smoking, 'till your neighbours come home. Sit on the steps smoking 'till you come home. And worry when you're late, and be amazed when you're early. I'd give you sunflowers and go to your party and dance. Be sorry when I'm wrong and happy when you forgive me. Look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever. Hearing your voice in my ear, feel your skin on my skin, and get scared when you're angry. I tell you you're gorgeous, and hug you when you're anxious, and hold you when you're hurt, want you when I smell you, offend you when I touch you and whimper when I'm next to you. Whimper when I'm not. Dribble on your breast. Smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don't. Melt when you smile, dissolve when you laugh. But not understand how you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you, and wonder how you could ever think I'm rejecting you. And wonder who you are, but I accept you anyway. And tell you about the tree angel, the enchanted forest boy who flew across the whole ocean because he loved you. I'd buy you presents you don't want and take them away again. And ask you to marry me, and you say no again but I keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it but I always have from the first time I asked you. I wander the city thinking. It's empty without you but I want what you want and think. I'm losing myself. But... But. But. I'll tell you the worst of me and try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less. Answer your questions when I'd rather not, and tell you the truth when I really don't want to, and try to be honest because I know you prefer it. And think it's all over, but hang on for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life. Forget who I am and let me try and get closer to you. And somehow, somehow, somehow communicate some of the overwhelming, undying, overpowering, unconditional, all-encompassing, heart-enriching, mind-expanding, ongoing, never-ending love... I have for you."
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Working Hard, Meaning in Life
First of all, I have to thank everyone that had send condolence to me and my family.
Well, just a thought to share to everyone. As I know, I've been telling it to people around me cause many had asked me similar questions.
Questions: Derrick, why are you working so hard?
Answer: Getting passes is easy, but getting an "A", we'll need to put in extra effort.
Well, at one point I realized, it also answered my question to why I was working so hard at the period of time before I was schooling now.
Cause i remembered friends asking me a similar questions.
Question: Derrick, why are you working so hard? You crazy ar? or you needed so much money?
Answer: No la, I'm being dedicated to my work, since nothing much to do at home, might as well OT in office. (this is rubbish as i know, that time I am speechless to the question as i don't know what i should say, all i know was, i want to be hardworking)
In fact, my life at work had been so busy that i really do not have "DAY", as to say, almost every single day I OT till 12am, not forgetting going back to work in Saturdays and Sundays even thou I am in a 5 days work week Company.
I had to say that, of my doings and my change in attitude in life, it did generate great pay offs. Sadly, i have to quit work to pursue my studies even thou how hard my company had try to keep me. Well, at least I left my previous company with pride and recognition, that's really an honor.
Now, after pacing myself into a new environment, I learn that, we can put great meaning to every doings in our life.
Lets just say:
"Living a normal life is easy. But, to live an even better life, extra effort had to be put in."
Well, I know how much I've put in into my school work, perhaps I'm not yet an "A" student, but I'll keep trying and keep moving forward.
Hope the above "quote" can help generate a good meaning in everyone and in their lives too. ^^
Well, just a thought to share to everyone. As I know, I've been telling it to people around me cause many had asked me similar questions.
Questions: Derrick, why are you working so hard?
Answer: Getting passes is easy, but getting an "A", we'll need to put in extra effort.
Well, at one point I realized, it also answered my question to why I was working so hard at the period of time before I was schooling now.
Cause i remembered friends asking me a similar questions.
Question: Derrick, why are you working so hard? You crazy ar? or you needed so much money?
Answer: No la, I'm being dedicated to my work, since nothing much to do at home, might as well OT in office. (this is rubbish as i know, that time I am speechless to the question as i don't know what i should say, all i know was, i want to be hardworking)
In fact, my life at work had been so busy that i really do not have "DAY", as to say, almost every single day I OT till 12am, not forgetting going back to work in Saturdays and Sundays even thou I am in a 5 days work week Company.
I had to say that, of my doings and my change in attitude in life, it did generate great pay offs. Sadly, i have to quit work to pursue my studies even thou how hard my company had try to keep me. Well, at least I left my previous company with pride and recognition, that's really an honor.
Now, after pacing myself into a new environment, I learn that, we can put great meaning to every doings in our life.
Lets just say:
"Living a normal life is easy. But, to live an even better life, extra effort had to be put in."
Well, I know how much I've put in into my school work, perhaps I'm not yet an "A" student, but I'll keep trying and keep moving forward.
Hope the above "quote" can help generate a good meaning in everyone and in their lives too. ^^
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