Thankful...

Worrying for troubling people.
I was tagged as attention seeker.

Well i guess my life sux for being too much of a thinker.

But thank you. at least i'm seeing it in a positive way...

祝我生日快樂

祝我生日快樂

Thank you all for the wishes...

陶喆 - 暗恋

A very nice song that i want to share... Hope ya all will like it. ^^

陶喆 - 暗戀



主唱：陶喆
作曲：陶喆
填詞：娃娃

歌詞/Lyrics:

昨晚又再见到你　你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说　就傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离　就是和你在一起
醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境

告诉自己要冷静　却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心　还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我　我要暗恋你
So lonely...

So here I am, standing all alone
在某个街头　有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am, waiting just for you
开放我所有　希望你能了解你能够接受
So lonely...

今晚渴望再见你　虽然只是在梦裡
短暂的甜蜜也胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局　就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有诚意 只要能感动你
我愿意

So here I am, standing all alone
在某个街头　有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有　我要为你怎么做你才接受我（才接受我）
我喜欢（我喜欢你）我要你（我要你）我爱你

So here I am, standing all alone（standing all alone）
在某个街头　有个我在这里只为你等候
So here I am, waiting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受
I'm lonely

故事就说到这里　就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了　其余是秘密
在那某一个街头　会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌　我多爱你

Emotionally unstable...

While i was watching a show from Ch68 today... My sister passed me a Letter telling me, "Aiya, your birthday coming, must be from some insurance or agency la"

But i do not know why, after looking at "just" the envelope, i said, "i dun think its from any agency, coz of the special sticker behind" *and the writings...*

But after i opened and read the birthday card greetings...

I... i broke down... why? i don't know... Perhaps its the sad show i watching that i've already been emotionally affected.

Maybe because the wordings... as it all looks so familiar... (i really do not know if i shld cry or smile) really... i do not know...

Hi there,

To the someone whom didn't mention your name.

If you are reading this... thank you, I've received the birthday wishing card you sent

Even thou, a simple card of wishing... but the impact is big.

Thank you...... thank you for your best wishes... I'll treasure the card received.



Evening...

Was out sending my childhood friend "Bryan" to the airport for he'll be away for 2mths to USA and Japan for holiday... (Feeling so empty now...)

I've been very busy with school for a year plus. Just recently, i've put up most of my time to accompany my this childhood friend.

For the past 2mths or more, we've been going out together before he ORD. To sports, shopping, movies, supper, out with our friends or even to both our hse to chill and chat. (btw... dun be mistaken, as both our moms are best friends thats why he is my childhood friend. so close that i treat him like a brother)

After sending off my childhood friend.

Suddenly it came to me to realize that. Even if its brother ever since young... or even if its someone "Close to you" or "Lover" during the period of time spent together, left you... even so if its just for a 1wk, you may even feel empty without him/her...

Emptiness is what i feel now... to both the letter i've received... and to my brother... Bon Voyage

YOURS IS HERE

YES... Mine's Here.. LOL~!

My newest and only 1st Notebook (of coz not those traditional pen and paper type la) -.-"











Well... actually i had never thought of buying one, imagine owning one yes, but not buying. But why all of a sudden getting it? Ask yourself, how can a design student doing design not owning a notebook for "easier access to their own works?" or to "do works and hand meet all the deadlines?"

LOL... Actually, mainly because my Lessons needs it, and also thinking it over and over and over and over and over and over... ok la... thinking thoroughly, I then decided to get it. By the way... I'll be doing lots of rendering on the up coming year too... So, i have to start investing already...

Well, this new love is customized to my own needs...

Here's the specs:
Intel(R) Core 2 Duo T9600
500GB SATA HDD
4GB DDR2 SDRAM
512MB ATI Radeon HD 4570
Blu-ray BD-ROM/DVD +/-RW Combo Drive
15.6" Full HD WLED (1920 x 1080) Display with TrueLife

Lol i think thats all ya need to know yeah? The rest, I'll just keep it in my invoice.

Came to think of receiving this Notebook from Dell's this morning, it makes me feel as if i'm receiving my birthday present... But, that its bought from and for myself. -.-"
Hahaa, and that i recalled my friend was asking me last week, "Hey Derrick, your birthday coming soon, so... what do i want for birthday?

A Polaroid Camera, Parker Pen or Mont Blanc Pen... (As long as its designed pen especially ball point pens or maybe fountain pens) I'll very much love to own one.
As for images??? hmm... when i got time, i'll find and upload some under this same post. ^^

If this happens...

I'm gonna be very disappointed with Dell...

Damn it... Because i purchased my Lappy on the Comex fair... the sales person told me i'll be getting my Lappy within 2 wks time... I said if possible, please earlier. BECAUSE I NEED IT ON MY LESSONS...

But i checked on my online status... it says... Estimated delivering date 2nd Oct... Argh....

But oh well... i'll be waiting positively first... ^^ Hehe~! so let me just rant yah...

别让我猜你要什么

An article that i read from a Chinese Paper...

Something so meaningful for i would like to share it to all... If you don't understand. Please get someone to translate it to you. ^^


女人喜欢喜欢玩猜心游戏，但没有男人喜欢一直玩猜心游戏。
大多数女子，用的都是暗示法，只可惜有些男人只听得懂明示。

“下礼拜就是我的生日，别忘记噢。” 芝芝提醒家豪。“没忘记啦，” 家豪嘴里虽然这么说，其实很感谢芝芝提醒他，他最近工作忙，真怕自己记不得。 “哪。。。 你要什么礼物？”

“我可以自己选吗？”
“当然，我竭诚希望你直接告诉我———因为，我猜不中的啦。” 家豪最怕猜女人要什么，包括他自己的母亲的需求，从没有一次猜中过，猜了10多年，才发现妈妈最喜欢收到现金。最不好的 “你猜” 经验来自前女友，老是要他猜，他若猜错，她就冷言冷语，四处告状，难搞不已。

“那我要一个X牌型号852的皮包。” 芝芝说：“两万元（台币）不会太贵吧？” “没问题，请把品牌型号传给我。” 家豪如获大赦。 “我还会告诉你那里买得到，” 芝芝说：“我也可以自己去买啦，不过，那样就太没情调了，对不对？” 家豪欣赏的就是芝芝的坦率，他没那么难懂，不会制造难题。

女人喜欢喜欢玩猜心游戏，但没有男人喜欢一直玩猜心游戏。像芝芝一样会直接告诉男友自己要什么的女孩，并不是大多数。大多数女子，用的都是暗示法，只可惜有些男人听得懂明示。

还是有不少女孩认为 “他喜欢我就该观察我喜欢什么” ，认为直接讲出来，就缺少惊喜和感动。可是万一他买错或忘记，她又不高兴。这样的女人会被男人认为 “很难讨好” 。

当然，也有一种男人很难搞———已经明示他，自己喜欢什么，他偏要送别的，因为 “被指定的话，就有一种被命令的感觉” ，所以他喜欢发挥自己的创意。女人会觉得，你根本不重视我，把我的话当耳边风。此类富有创意的礼物，最惹女人生气！

Written by: 吴淡如（早报周刊）

WOOT...

HAHAHAA~! DAMN... -.-" after all these years... i finally own a Notebook/Laptop...

NOT BECAUSE I WANTED IT... Because to me, its not a necessity... BUT BECAUSE OF SCHOOL... I needed it...

Just hope it'll be a great investment for me... ^^

BTW... i've got a DELL Studio 15

My new shoe... ^^

Yup... White and its Lacoste... Designs and more designs... ^^ Something that will haunt me for an eternity? LOL~! i meant "Designs" Haha~!

I'm Back...

Ahahaa~! I'm Back... its been really a long time that i've last blog. Any friend miss me? Guess not.. Hahaa~! Just look at the last date and till now. it's be over 3mths to 4 or 5 mths that i truely blog...

Well.. what i can say was that i'll soon be updating here again... I'll make a come back and all refreshing... perhaps in another new blog maybe? ^^

Lets just see how it'll go...

Cheers everyone.

这就是爱

Recently, an old song just poped into my mind, from Lee Hom - 这就是爱. Do enjoy ya? Oh, and to listen to the full song, please just click to the site of imeem. ^_^

这就是爱(Zhe J|u Sh| A|) - LeeHom 王力宏
这就是爱

曲:王力宏词:于景雯

一个人
自由自在
不知道爱情它晨个什么颜色
大街上
有个女孩
看着我
走过来像个快乐天使
这个爱
已经盛开
是不是我的心慢慢开始更改
就这样
她开始对我笑
很奇怪
心情也跟着她high起来

这就是爱
我已明白
整个世界
幸福感觉
不在乎路有多远
我去爱

这就是爱
朝着我来
这个赌注
我不怕输
你给我一次机会
就是爱

也许是
我该继续
不放弃你让我真的永远着迷
也想要送你玫瑰
告诉你
其实我也有一点浪漫
相信找
分分杪杪爱在飞
我真的不会让你流泪
你的心
我都知道
不必说
我在猜我们一定相配

这就是爱
我已明白
整个世界
幸福感觉
不在乎路有多远
我去爱

这就是爱
朝着我来
这个赌往
我不怕输
你结我一次机会
就是爱

Finally...

Walking free... Opening up the window of my heart and start breathing the fresh air... *Feeling wonderful and light*

aMazing Love

I had a conversation with my friend on MSN yesterday, and this is a title i gave to my own theory about love.

I said:
Sometimes, i just wish i had an accident and lost a period of my past memory, as it is too painful to be remembered, but sometimes, they were also sweet memories.

Why? eg...

"Love" or "Being in love..." is like walking hand in hand with your partner into and through a maze together...

Together, we face many turbulence and ride through many hardships, and finally walking out of the maze leaving lots of memories to look back together. It is both fruitful, beautiful and priceless.

But, being separated or left alone in the maze... is both painful and lonely...

Sometimes, i just wish that i could walk back to the beginning where i didn't met that person at the first place or I'd finish the maze alone and start anew.

My friend replied:
I wonder what happened to the person who left. Is that person as lost?

I replied:
I too wonder myself, perhaps that person had reached the end of the Maze and had started anew ba...

Busying with Studies

Illustrator *Horoscope Me*

An image of myself with thousands of layerings... and i did it with Layers over layers like siao... and finally created this.. -_-" I'm totally going crazy over with Illustrator... But it was an accomplishment..

I think i started to like playing with Illustrator... Computer Art is so interesting... Haha~! but damn.. -.-" Why sch assignment don't allow us to use photograph like Photoshop... made me start from scratch and using around 12hrs of 3days... *grumble grumble grumble*

Well... been very busy with my own studies -_-" ... so sorry for no much update... Haha~! many completed works... Only manage to post up this 1 image for now. but still, got alot more to do... -___-"

現在的妳...

祝妳永遠幸福快樂.

Alaska Trip

My apologies for not updating my blog... Been very busy with my stuffs and traveling around.

For that, Let me take you guys on a trip with me, shall we? ^_^

It all begin with a trip with a group of Strangers...


After touching down at Juneau International Airport at around 4am. We booked in into the Juneau Hotel and immediately head straight out... This is the first photo my friend John Hyde took. A Sunrise shot at the Gastineau Channel at Juneau, Tongass.


Heading down to the Mendenhall Lake on a misty fall morning. John took another photo, there you can see, Glacier beyond at the Tongass Forest.

Oh by the way, i haven't introduce, John Hyde is a professional photographer, you should see all his photo collections.

Alright, Less talk and more photos coming up. ^_^






On a private jet, we flew past Granite Peaks from beneath 1000s of feet of ice, passing through Juneau Ice Field... Below we see the ice breaks at melt pond.

Destination: Mendenhall Glacier, Tongass Forest
Purpose: Hike with a group of hikers.


We're exploring the Mendenhall Glacier, melt pond in foreground.


Happy trekkers reach destination by melt pond on Mendenhall Glacier. I'm at the back resting. Haha~!


We took a break and drink the chilling water from the melt pond and I saw John dipping his camera half submerge into the water to take this shot (of coz with a waterproof casing), and asked him if he could teach me some shooting technics, but i failed badly after few tries. -_-" He's just too good with cameras.




We went kayaking and was told not to venture too far. Haha~! Me, waving to the camera. *Waves*


Another amazing shot from John. The half submerge, split level view of an iceberg. Lightning strikes beyond.


Icicles hanging from ice cave at face of glacier contrast with sculpted blue ice of glacier.




Above:A melt stream flows through an ice cave underneath the Mendenhall Glacier. Below: Hiking through the ice cave I'm exploring an ice tube formed by melt water.


Sun setting at the north side, Juneau Ice Field.






Aurora Borealis, northern lights shimmer over the treetops in the Tongass forest, bare winter trees against aurora near Juneau.

After a long day trekking, we slowly move back down to our hotel... It was fun but tiring due to long hours of flight(for me) & trekking. Haha... But well, for the scenery, its all worth it.

I'm so inspired by the photo shots taken by John Hyde. How i wish it is all a reality for me. Thou this is just an IMAGINARY TRIP that I'm bringing you all along with me. But I swear, I will go Alaska one day. Probably to also go visit John Hyde in person and ask if he could bring me around too.

By the way, i chance upon John's work when i'm doing my Art & Photography Research. Perhaps his work could also inspire you in any ways...

For more photos of John Hyde's work please click here.

Composition Inspired by "Edmond" a very cool friend of mine.

Merry Christmas Everyone...

Thou i couldn't celebrate Christmas due to following the old Chinese tradition. But i wanna say that i am very bless to have many friends around me who cared/smile/joy/loving and many other wonders which they give/show me... and also to those who invited me, my apology that i couldn't turn up.

六叔 - Uncle

六叔,祝你一路好走.

May you rest in peace, Uncle.

Its been the 2nd Lost I've encounter within a month. Tears cannot define the lost of our family and relatives.

At least, he do not need to struggle fighting with the pain anymore, 2ndly he left to join and accompany my grandmother that just left within a month ago.

I can feel the pain of lost within my Dad, having to lose his 2 closest kin.

Daddy... Stay strong like you've always been.

Uncle, I miss you a lot. I miss the childhood days when we're still neighbours. I miss the childhood days when i always run to your house and look for you and your son(my cousin) to play.

Grandma & Uncle, we love you...

Mayday's New Song

Credits to Avril, She introduced this new song to me just yesterday, saying that the MV is very nice.

Like somehow its "Ah Xing's Love story" How he asked the girl to wait for him when he somehow needs to advance in his career(Mayday) but she turn him down and rejected him till one day she email to "Mayday".

Well... I won't say too much. View it to see what happens yeah? Oh, and regarding about if this MV story is real or not i do not know. Perhaps someone out there could tell me ya? ^^

五月天 - 突然好想你



Lyrics

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今 终于让自己属于 我自己
只剩眼泪 还骗不过自己

突然好想你 你会在哪里 过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你 带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下 最痛的纪念品

我们 那么甜那么美那么相信
那么疯那么热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你 你会在哪里 过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你 突然锋利的回忆 突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
最怕此生 已经决心自己过 没有你
却又突然 听到你的消息

A new song to intro...

林俊傑 - 我還想她



Lyrics

泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情

我才终于明白办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我才终于明白办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱我不痛我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答