Revamping blog in process...

It may take me Weeks, days or even hours...
Just to get it done.

So, please be patient.

Thanks.

Natural wake...

Woohoo...

Its been a long time that i've hardly been able to sleep till natural wake.

Just yesterday(sat) and today(sun) i managed to sleep throughtout the whole morning and wake up in the afternoon.

For the past few months, every weekend i've to be in the office sometimes as early as 8am just to rush some project due to its project deadline.

So, ytd and today, i happily happily nua my day and did things that i want and needed to be done.

As for ytd, i was painting my room, then lesson, then back home after dinner with JR and friends to fix my computer table.

How fruitful was it? ITS "VERY" TO ME LOR...

As for today, it was quite happening.

Went to my chief's wedding lunch. Its my first time ever attending a different religion and culture wedding.


The king and queen of the day.

Its their culture that both couple to be treated like a king and queen on their big day.

After that, i went to meet my very first and always be... "BRO" Bannong. He's my best mate, ever since childhood times, and will always be.

Then, back home to start painting THE DOORS of all the rooms, including the main door. -.-"
Thats a tedious job okay, took me us hours to do a proper painting lor. Not forgetting that my bro was helping out in both painting our room and the doors.
(Damn, i hate oil base paint, would prefer normal wall type water paint lor)

Anyways, here it is, thou can't see much of a difference.


OLD, SKY BLUE.


NEW, BACH.

At least for me, i can still see the color difference when i compared it to the new colour that i've painted on my wall.

Both the colours taken from my camera phone, and seeing it real life, was really very different. I think i should get a new Camera for myself soon, hurhur~!

But for sure, its more refreshing and nice.
Even thou both my bro and my arms are feeing very sore. Its worth it.

So excited that, there'll be more to come... ^^

Refreshing my life

Its something that what i wanted and need.

Instead of revamping my blog now...

I revamp my room first... Haha~!




Before


After

Basically, it looks as if not much changes.

But, first of all...
I reshifted everything and repainted my walls, from sky blue to bach colour.

From the picture, the only changes done, will be, from study desk to computer desk, swaping of computers and 1 bedframe gone.
Which means, more spacious.

One funny thing was, the bookshelf makes it looks very messy. Thats why its gonna go.

More coming soon, coz it's still consider as half done, as i'm gonna change my book shelf and wardrobe.

最近的心情。。。

最近听到也认识了一首新歌，

这首歌，几乎把我所有现在的心情和心理的话都表达了出来。

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我的心情，我心理的话。

有时晚上，哪都不想去，但是又怕寂寞。

深夜来临时，也无法入睡。

试着闭上了眼睛，不去想你。
但是，无法自拔，还是想起了你。

没什么特别，只是一些舍不得的回忆。

你让我自由，我很感激。
但永远都不会有任何人能代替你。

还是会伤心，这就是遗憾的滋味，陪着我形影不离。
但每一天，我会试这面带微笑，但我无法忘记你。

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这首我要介绍的歌，会不会好听呢?
就请大家听听这首歌把。

歌手：王力宏
歌曲：星期六的深夜



Type: Audio. / Status: Good to Go. / Loading Speed: Very fast/Almost Immediate.

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Lyrics:

星期六晚上
哪都不想去
也无法入睡
看着电视机
持续在发呆
喝了七分醉
闭上了眼睛
试着不想你
但已来不及
忘了如何让眼泪停止流下
还好没人看见（看到）
没人会说话

星期六深夜
我想起了你
没什么特别
只是回忆
你让我自由
我很感激
星期六深夜
永远不会有任何人能代替你

这就是遗憾的滋味
陪着我形影不离
明天我会面带微笑
但无法忘记你

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这首歌的旋律好听吗?
歌词，还好吧!

个人有个人的看法，但希望你们会喜欢。

Thank you...

Was very buzy working the whole day yesterday.

Knowing that i've been sticking with JR almost everyday because of the things that happened to me recently.

I'd decided to spare him and not disturbing him on his off day yesterday... Which means, not even a single sms to him...

As usual, i stayed to do OT yesterday and was planning to do till around 10pm or 12am.

Then, i recieved an SMS frm JR. Guess what? He asked me wanna movie or not? Hahaha~!
Was really feeling very down already of coz i'd agree la.

So, we went to AMK Hub for movie.

Along the way to AMK Hub. Got to know His Officer/Friend named Ben. And i realised that his MUCH MORE LAMER then JR. Hahaha~! Can't stop laughing throughout the journey to AMK Hub, even JR's GF also Laught till stomachache.

Most original joke i ever heard.

BEN: "OI JR, GOT COCROACH CLIMB INTO YOUR HAIR"

JR's GF aka Jul: "WHERE?" *Shockingly looked at JR*

JR: "Where got?"

Me: *Laughing*

BEN: "There crawling around your hair la"

Me: *Stops laughing and trying my best to spot the roach on his head*

JR: "Aiyah, normal la... that time even got a fly flew in and got trap lor"

Jul, Ben & Me: *BURST INTO LAUGHTER*

Ben: "There, its there... saw it?" *pointing his finger to JR's head trying his very best to convince everyone*

JR: *Started to kanjiong liao*

Thats where i started to kept laughing non-stop and all of us after fallen into Ben's trap we had a big laugh. I know i'm not good in "Story telling" But if you were there, watching the actions and the way they communicate. I garentee you'll sure ROFL.

Almost forgot, JR almost got us into an accident when he tried to drive with 1 hand and another searching for the roach. LoL...

Last but not least. After we know its a joke, I'll never forget what Ben said.

"OI, JR, 你知道小强在里面拍什么戏吗?" (Do you know what show is it, that the roach is acting?)

We're like "Don't Know." and Ben said: "LOST"
That made us burst into even bigger laughters. This time round, Ben almost got us into another car accident. But luckily, The Traffic Light is "RED". HAHAHAHAHAA~!

After we reach AMK Hub, and checked on what show is available. Only 3 of us will be watching the movie, coz Ben watch it before.


Invisible Target.

I think should change its English title into "Invulnerable Enemy" Why?
I do not wish to be a spoiler, but for those who've watch the show, you'll know why.

Here's a picture to show you all what's "LOST" lol.... JR's Hair.



Pic of me and JR.

He's the best and closest bro i ever had for now. Other then John and Bannong.

Both he and Jul cared alot for me, knowing that i'm at my most bottom pit, they tried to cheer me up, and also accompany me almost everynight without fail.

Even after telling me that he won't be able to meet up today. He still called to ask me where am i, wanting to ask me out for dinner. As i told him its ok, i'm on a bus heading home already.

I know they're worried that i may do foolish things when i'm alone, thats why they're there for me.

I really felt very blessed to have friends who'd really cared for me when i needed them the most. Yet last time i didn't spare my time for them.

All i can and need to do now was, facing reality and promise them not to do anything foolish.

JR and Jul, Really thanks alot for being there for me so many times.

John and his GF too i'll not forget that day when you both accompanied me chatting at "四马路"

also to Nic, Colleague of JR's lol 1 very happy go lucky friend.

Oh, and i just realised that the pic of me i post above... Really looks very plump.

Guess, what the chinese saying was true. 会发福等于过得很幸福。 Means, when a person is growing fat, it means that he's living a very happy life too.



Picture taken last week. Does it shows that my happiness had left.?

I'm really very confused at times, but what can i do? Everything falls back to reality. It sure falls hard and painfully.

All i need is time, to heal, to grow and to stand strong.

Introducing Song/Music

Remember last month i'd introduce a song which shows how i'd feel at that time?

歌手：张震岳
歌曲：思念是一种病



This above, is the KTV version, but it loads slow.




This above, is normal MTV version, it loads way faster then the KTV version one.

Difference? Because, KTV got Big Lyrics.

Anyway, I put this up, just to let those who didn't get to hear or even seen this MV. To listen and take a look.

Thou, the MV seems to me that it didn't link to the song lyrics.
I suggest all, to hear it before viewing it, so as to know what i meant.

Maybe you can load the MV here, and go play it once its loaded, then check your email while listening to the song. LoL~!

Enjoy~!!!

Revamping...

Revamping soon!

Respecting you

I'll respect your decision.

Wishing you all the best leading a better and happier life.

Thank you for being such a wonderful person in my life too.
Thank you for letting me be the one you ever loved and care most, and lastly, thank you for letting me loving you.

Lets start leading our life happily in our own ways ya?
And all past be sweet memories.

Shopping Alone Experiences

On Tuesday 17th July.

I went shopping alone. Haha! Sounds unbelivable to some? But no... i really did went shopping alone at AMK Hub.

Its nice to shop alone where no one is there telling you off that if its ugly or nice, so, just try out what you feel is nice for you. On top of that, you can just shop on your own pace, Own Time Own Target(OTOT).

I never expect that, this is my first time shopping alone.

What i can just say is that,

ITS A DAMN BAD EXPERIENCE FOR ME!!!

Why?

Its because, while i was walking and browsing the shops starting from basement.
I chanced upon a shop, "Natural Project" which they sells only Male's clothings.

So i walked in to take a look. And as usual, the staff will just come approaching you ask you what you're looking for and promote their clothings etc etc... All i did was just plainly smile and ignore them and kept looking for something pleasant looking.

After awhile, i noticed that i'm all alone with 2 female staffs and 1 male staff in that shop.

I picked 1 shirt and wanted to try it. But to my surprise, 1 female staff snatch that shirt from me and took out the hanger and say, "You want to try this? Its new, just arrived." and she quickly pass the shirt to me and show me the way to the changing room.

There's two changing room both doored by Curtain and no lock. So, i went in to change. Once i'm done with that shirt and put back on my shirt. Guess what? That lady staff just pull open my curtain as if she is psychic, knowing that i've done trying.

So, i walked out and told her i want that shirt and get me a new one.

It really feels uneasy with those curtain door. But luckily there's a couple walked in, so i walk to the other side to pick on other shirts.

Out of no where, that lady staff snatch the shirt from my hands again and did the same thing.

But this time round, situation is different, as 1 changing room is occupied with the guy inside changing and his partner awaits just outside the curtain.

So i felt that it'll be quite safe to try on the 2nd shirt.

BUT TO MY SURPRISE.

I just took off my shirt and while putting on the new shirt with 1st button buttoned.

MY CURTAIN WAS PULLED OPEN BY THAT LADY STAFF AGAIN.

She said, "Try this shirt too, it's new and it looks great, then commented to me that the shirt i just put on, "the first button no need to button la" and she just stood there looking at me through the mirror for awhile till i told her, just let me try first can? Then she walked away.

I was like "WHAT THE FUCK, IF SHE'S GONNA PULL OPEN THE CURTAIN 1 MORE TIME, I'M GONNA TICK HER OFF"

After trying on both the shirt and even thou the shirt may or may not look good on me, i walked out and told her "I DON'T WANT. NOT NICE".

I just find that the lady staff is being rude, not just rude, but is very very rude.

What the hell man, i just can't imagine if i'll to be trying out the pants. I also wonder if there's any unlucky guy changing half way, curtain door being pulled opened by her. Luckily i was looking for shirts and not pants. End up i just bought the shirt i initially tried on and a belt, and faster leave that shop.

Since that incident, i don't really have mood to try out other shirts anymore, just walk and take a look before i bought some snacks home for my family.

Lastly, i'll try not to shop alone anymore, haha, perhaps at least 1 friend to accompany.

Really missed the time when i'm out shopping with my deardear, where i'm trying out some cloths and she'll be outside waiting for me. Really felt secured when she's around, felt happy every minute every seconds when she's around.

Anyway's, Today, 18th July.

After work, went to Suntec to wait for JR as we planned to dine out.

While waiting, i went down to "Donut Factory" wanting to try out their donuts. As i heard lots and lots of comments that its getting very famous recently.

Instead of que-ing for "Just the Donuts" (average que timing: 2hrs/person) i qued at the other side, sign post "Cafe or take away with 1 drinks and maximum of 2 donuts".

Within 10-20mins i got what i wanted. Haha, Luckily its fast. Because i'm buying it for myself, instead of the crazy que.



I intially wanted to try the Double chocolate + Lotus Mocha but because Lotus Mocha is sold out, i chose the Kaya white chocolate. (Price: $1.20 per donut.)

After trying both of it. I then realised why their ques are never ending. As it really taste great while its still hot.

But after that, i got a sore throat, as its very sweet to me. Because of its sweetness, i was like thinking, OMG its so fattening, i think i might need to run around the stadium track 4 to 6 rounds just to burn away the amount of sugar and fats that i just took... ROFL~!

Well, i'll recommend donut lovers to try the donuts from Donut Factory as its worth trying out.

But be warned. Not too frequently and not on a long run too.

Enjoy trying~!

Funfilling day.

Hurhur, Just got back from Work.

Alright, as promised. Details and pictures updated.

After my lesson yesterday, i met up with JR & Jul.

Everytime when we met up, he'll ask me "Where you want to go ar? What you want to eat?" But yesterday. He said nothing and just drive. As if he'd already know where i wanted to go and eat.

To my surprise. He drove us to Opposite of Great World City's coffee shop. Where i had lots of memories there when i was still a child.

Haha... Thats so coincident. I had wanted to eat there for a long time. But the last time i've been there. Its alrady revamp and also that the stalls i'm looking for, just blend in which made me thought that it's already gone.

Thanks to my mom, at least now i've got to know where the stalls located at.



When i'm there. The stalls had already close. All i can see was 2 uncle clearing up. But he re-open for me. Coz they recognise me and remembered my mom and dad.



Was very appriciated that they still cook for me to "Take Away" back home and also for me to eat and share it with my friends, while they're surposed to be closed as i was there around 9pm. Moreover, its suppose to be Self-Service but they served me. Very good service to old customers i can say. Haha.



Tada... Juicy Fried Dumplings "锅贴" Their "锅贴，水饺 和 酸辣汤" are all my favorites.

1 Good thing about why their "锅贴，水饺 和 酸辣汤" taste so great. Its because they do not machine it. All manually handmade.


Not forgetting this fruit juice stall too. The aunti also recognise me and asked me about my mom and dad.

It really feels great to be treated so nice when i've yet visited these old stalls for years. I'm really very touched.

Well, at least i've told Jr and Jul that next time when we come here to eat again. I'll let them try out their "水饺 & 酸辣汤" because they've mentioned that the Fried dumpling taste not bad. As the meat taste great and juicy, and no foul meat smell at all. Which some of us may smell that on other stalls outside.

Thanks JR and Jul so much. You guys have brought back my childhood memories. ^^



As for today morning.


This is where my dad and i went. TOA PAYOH STADIUM.

But why were we here? As i've mentioned last night. To accomplish something very very important. We're here to do volunteering charity work.


Me and 江坚文.


叶丽梅 and me.

For those who do not know who they are. They're DJ 江坚文 & DJ 叶丽梅 from Radio 1003. If its not for the station, that i'm tunning in almost daily without fail. I could not have known about the charity work going on today.

For more details, you can check out "Student Volunteer Corps"

What i heard on air was. Every round a participants made, an organization will donate $5 to support the disability sports in Singapore.

Since i'm physically fit, i just do what i can to help coz i know. There're lots of disabled out there who wish they could lead a normal life like us with sports.

When my dad and i first reached there, we did some warm up by walking 2 rounds before we start to jog and run. Haha, i can still recall that we've lost one another and my dad did not bring his handphone. So i kept jogging, to look for my dad. But i could not find him. He's the one who caught up behind me telling me 1 last round before we leave as he still got a customer to meet later on.


Our one last round, i took a photo of my dad from behind.


1 rubber band = 1 round, "Left is mine Right was my dad's" Total up of 29 bands.

Amazingly, in 1 hour timing we gave ourselves. My dad could still do 14 rounds in his 50s but as for me sadly, i did only 15 rounds. This shows that my dad is still very healthy and strong. Haha, way to go dad.


All the bunch of rubber bands with the stickers on will need to be exchanged to this Certificate of Participation.

It sure feels great after doing some volunteering work, especially after working out.

今天的感觉，真美好。

Childhood Memories.

Today my schedule was quite well packed.

Morning went to register for Class 3A school practical lessons. After that went to eat something that i've really miss eating alot. "鱼片米粉汤。"(Slice Fish Bee Hoon)

Its located at "TechLink" Building. Those who know where it is. Just Give it a try. You'll never know if its gonna be the next big thing in your life ya? Hurhur...

Right after that, I went to my friend's school for my 1st lesson and guess what... I thought my lessons was at 3PM.

BUT HELL NO!!! It starts at 6PM. If i knew it was that late. I could have re-planned my schedule and go to Driving School earlier on to settle my things first, then to office for OTs. -.-"

Best thing of all... Lesson was a very very fullfilling one la. Haha.

Thanks to JR. If its not for his decision, i believe i'll not be able to see and "EAT & DRINK" back what the "Childhood Memories" left for me.

"P.S. - Pics and detail will be updated soon"

As i've gotta sleep now. Sooooo very drained today. Haha. Morning later still got something very very important to accomplish and then back to Office for OT. so i need some good rest lo.

Good Night.

Interesting week

Well, there're lots of downs recently. But last week was quite an interesting one.
Lets drop the bad ones and look on the bright ones ya?

This year i'm gonna do more and listen more.
As i recently starting to like hearing more than being like before.(talk alot)

I've thought about it for more then 5 times. Finally decided to carry on with what i've wanted.

After telling my mom on what i wanted to buy, she made a contact with an uncle whom we knew when i was still a child.

Went down to his place, catch up a little and got what i wanted before back in office to OT.



Yup, my first ever Guitar. Initially was about to get it when i'm still in my Secondary school days. But it took me so long to finally settle down by getting it myself.

That uncle told me he'll introduce me a teacher. So i called him up today and asked about it. He said he knew a fren who's teaching in Bishan J8 but didn't have his contact no. So, i wanted to go down to check out the classes. But wasn't able to do so. At least i manage to get the contact to the school from my friend.

Anyways, Saturday 07/07/07. Its a very happening day. "Live Earth" Live Concert world wide and lots of Weddings going on too.

For me, i did some catch up with my bro. While walking towards Suntec. This is what i saw...


Road Block

WHY?









NDP "THE MARCH" Rehearsal. Look at how grand it is? Road block just for them. LoL!

On Sunday 08/07/07.

We've got a new member joined our family.







Hurhur... PUPPY "Cookie" and Its a he. Very shy and scared when he first sees me.
Maybe he thinks that he's small and tiny and i'm a giant to him. Haha.

Knowing my mom plans to get a dog. My sister was the one who bought little "cookie" into our family. She's rich man... -.-"

Well, back to today. Finally my work was lessen. Most of us gets to go home early today. As for me, Knowing tat JR today was having off. We met up for dinner and went home.

Got to really get back home Early today. Guess its very rare for me to get home early ever since quite sometime back.

Guess what happen when i'm home and after settling down?


Nottie Cookie wrestled me.


GrRroar...


After some time battling, he got tired.


Really really tired and he.... zZzZzz.


My sister took a picture of him sleeping soundly, not knowing that the flash woke him up. LoL!

And guess what?





Aftermath when u wrestle with claws and jaws. Haha!

机会, Chances.

机会，是自己找，自己给的。
对别人请求给个机会不是不可以。
只是要有个实际的表现，来证明自己做的到，
别人才会认同。

Chances are given by oneself.
It's not wrong to ask others for chances.
But action must be made to prove oneself that he/she can do it.
Others will then be convinced.

After falling so hard and got myself hurt. I then realise that i was a person who speaks louder then action. Not that i don't do it. It's that i didn't prove myself well enough, as i only take my own sweet time doing things my own way.

For the past few weeks, i've been doing some soul searching.

At least for now, I'm glad that i've got to learn and understand more about myself, about my mistakes that causes unhappiness in others, and also the pain i inflicted on my loved ones.

Lost at times.

Been very very busy with OTs.
Workload had been stacking up, But its going to be unloaded soon.

Lots of things came acrossed my mind.
Own personal probs + never ending work loads = Moody + Stress.

For me, work is work. Personal prob is personal prob.
Not that i cannot control my stress.
Its just that sometimes emotion can't be controlled.

Meet out with my bros. Need to be heard, need attention and needed most importantly, their advices and accompany.

Been walking alot lately. Looking at my past. Looking at what i've done.
Looking at how it could be solved or saved.

But, its neither easy nor hard. Its just like, you need 2 hands to clap. What if 1 of the hand's got injured/tired and needed to rest?

This, is what i've been telling myself. 1 hand is injured/tired, it needs to rest and not causing more stress on it. So, just let it rest.

Recent walks had brought me to another world. Its filled up with pictures from my past. Even before or after sleep. Its even harder for me to get to sleep early now a days.

Infact, i'm having nightmares everyday without fail, even when i'm taking small nap during lunchbreak.

Why nightmares? Some were suppose to be sweetdreams, but when i woke up, its another story. I do not know how to explain but thats how i feel.

Memories:
Bitter + Sweet + Happy + Sad = lifetime experience.

Its like being carved into you. It's forever there and never will be erased.

I wonder, if anyone ever miss someone so much so that you know how important the person meant to you and you needed them very much?

I miss you dearly.

Quote: 明言

A very meaningful quote i've heard today.

"Try not to become a man of success but rather to become a man of value." - Albert Einstein

爱因斯坦的明言:
"不要刻意做个成功的人，要做个有价值的人。"

This quote is nothing but words. But giving it a second thought, it seems to light up a future path for others.

I'm starting to learn. Have you?